says that I should not even get out of bed in the morning. After all if I do I will be going backwards, I have no gas in my car, I have my creditors calling daily wondering why I cannot make a payment. I am a month behind on everything. If I don’t it helps nothing at all, but at least my last days will be comfortable.
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| Tuesday, December 7, 2010 He who caused one day of oil to burn for eight, He stands watching me. |
Trust... I trust in G-d. That is why I will get up in the morning. I will find the courage to do so. I will somehow find the strength to face tomorrow no matter what. G-d provided a Miracle then, and if my car is still there in the morning, if I somehow can find some money for gas, if I can face the terror that threatens to overwhelm me. Then this too will be a miracle.
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